A year ago today, I went to the park to meet you face to face for the first time. The man I'd fallen for in the couple weeks we'd spent talkin online. I was excited as I was on my first date, many many years ago. Scared and excited ; butterflies in my stomach. I couldn't wait to wrap my arms around the man I was so sure I was already in love with.
And despite what they say Justin was and is EVERYTHING I thought he was, and he was mine.
We went through alot those first months as Justin had issues from past relationships to work through, I'm a bitch and hard to cope with at time beyond the fact that I have 3 teenage children , who can be a handful to deal with at times. My mom lives with me , and I work third shift. Shortly thereafter Rhiannon was diagnosed with the brain cancer and we had that to deal with and for those of you that know Justin, You can imagine the issue Michelle was and is LOL.
However we got through it all and worked it all out and are very happy. My kids and mom love him as if he was always part of my family. His children and the time we get wth them is awesome.
Jackass, I love you. Doesn't seem like a year has passed since that day in the park but it has. I love you more everyday. You have my heart completely and fully. I can't imagine a day without you there now. You're always there no matter my mood . Always tryin to make me happy, make me smile ; even when I'm a Bitch.
You're the most important person in my life. I hope you know how very very much I love you. I pray we have many more anniversies together.
I love you
Always and Forever
Your Spoiled Rotten Bitch
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