Yesterday I was told my best friend had to go on hospice finally as she fights her battle with breast cancer and though I knew at some point this would happen .... it hurt like fuck. I was upset and cryin and wantin and needin to talk to those closest to me and those that I love .......... I didn't find that an unusual thing.......
However I had someone tell me that I expected too much from my friends and family.......
Seriously ?????????
All I wanted was for my friends / family to listen, to hug me , to tell me they are here if I need them, maybe hear I love you and I'm sorry your friend is gettin worse...... is that truly so much ??????????
I try to ask lil of my friends / family and try to give every minute of every day that I have free to my friends/family and do so gladly. I love bein there for you all and truly expect nothin in return for the most part........ and it hurt to think that someone I considered a friend would truly believe that I expected anythin from them let alone that I asked too much....... So to them know I'm sorry and I won't ask you to ever listen to me again.
To those of you that were there for me , to listen, to hug me, to pray with me, to tell me you loved me and would be here always, for the comments left , etc..........
THANK YOU !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hugs and Love Always
The Ramblins of a Crazy Girl..... I blog about my kids, my family and friends and just my life in general. The good, the bad and the ugly. I ramble and cry and laugh as I write and hope you as my followers do at times as well..... *HUGS*
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