Grandma passed away early Monday morning.
I sit and watch my Mom now and my kids as they try to come to terms with losing her. I wonder what to say. I'm sorry seems like so little and it will get better is a lie. It gets easier to go on and not dwell on it but it don't get better. So I've settled for I love you and I'm here. It's the best I can do.
As I remember all those I've lost ; my own dad, my sweet precious lil 13 day old neice, grandparents, aunt, uncle, cousin, extneded family and friends.
At 35 I've seen so much death, and though often it ends suffering for them it also leaves so much suffering behind. Life is as painful as it is full of blessings.
I realize I don't have alot of family left on this earth so to
Mom. Jackie, Brian and especially my kids
I love you. Sure I Don't say it often enough but I do.
And to my man, Justin I love you too don't know what I'd do wtihout you
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