2009--- Jan. 1, 2010

Sittin here tonight listenin to the sounds of my home and realize it's very quiet here this year.....Makes me sad :(

A new year has begun and I sit here and reflect on the old........ The joy and happiness, the love and laughter, the heartbreak and sadness, the tears and devastation.......

It was an amazin year in so many ways and heartbreakin in others. Guess life just has a way of balancin all that out for us huh? Even though it sure doesn't seem like it sometimes.

Brittany graduated with high honors, she's in a new relationship with someone she loves very much, she's found her father and struggles to form a relationship with him.  Daily she grows and amazes me at the woman she has become....

Brian continues to apply himself in all that he does and has already gotten his acceptance to the college he wants to attend when he graduates next fall. He has chosen his path in life and continues to aim for his goals.

Christofer has grown into his own person overnight it seems. Winnin awards and discoverin his love of cookin that he now wants to make his career.

Seems none of my children are children any longer, somewhere this part year they have all grown up on me and though no parent could be prouder it makes me sad as well......

Tina's here with me , as she struggles to figure out what path life shall lead her on ........ Her son Eric is here this week and it's amazin to see the young man he has turned into compared to the lil monster he was lol (loves ya Eric).

I continue to watch my best friend fight breast cancer...... and pray everyday that we have one more day......

I struggle with many things and relationships in my own life...... but those issues are personal and won't appear here lol.

I have the most amazin family and friends any girl could ask for and truly thank God for each and everyone of them daily. I don't know what I'd do without even a one of you......

So tonight my wish is this.....
In 2010 all those that I love will only know blessings and happiness, good health and more love than their heart can hold.

Happy New Year
Hugs & Love Always
Bytch